Summing up this past yr

Today is the last day of the year of THE LORD that is 2006 years after the birth of JESUS. I am not sad to see this year end. In some ways it was one of the worst years of my life. IF I wrote the details of the saga of my life with my husband, it would fill a volume; and it would not be good. Suffice it to say, that somehow it has to get better. What exactly that will mean, only GOD THE FATHER in heaven knows at this point. I have endured. Whether I have overcome as JESUS says to do, I am not sure yet. My husband who earns somewhere between 5-10 times what our expenses are, has declared to me that he is too poor to be married and wants to bungee back to infancy to live with his "dad" alone. The BIBLE says let the unbelieving depart, and that is where that's at. What will be, will be. I have come to accept that those who don't know GOD's nature, don't have an appreciation for those who do. I have been in a quasi-married state for probably a year, because he intermittently decides he does not want to be married, leaves, then would yo-yo back; but I am getting tired of that legally married, practically single state, so the coming year may be the end of this marriage. Consider this a public notice that it is a possibility. I learned the first time I was divorced by a husband that considered married life too stressful, that not telling anyone about it, left everyone surprised and incredulous when it did happen. I am stating a personal opinion here, when I say the so-called woman's movement made cowards of the men, who seem to consider themselves too fragile and weak to be husbands. Maybe that is a US phenomenon?

However, having written that, I am determined as ever to continue with my work of prolife activism and publishing of the gospel, my writings,my paintings, and my life. I am a strong woman, and if not, I would not have survived so far. JESUS said there would be persecutions and I am able to attest that has certainly been true in my life.

Maybe Iran will destroy the abortion clinics?

After I read the news that Tiller the killer is still in the "business" of killing the innocents [read the Yahoo news today about Kansas ] and the wicked on-the-take Judge of Kansas who threw out the 30 charges against Tiller the killer, it makes me sick to my stomach. I am beginning to hate the US! There is no such thing as "justice" in the US--the Courts are corrupt thoroughly, the so-called legislators are nothing but puppets for Planned Parenthood, and the incoming Congress is the most wicked since the Senate in ancient Greece that imploded from corruption and vice. I am beginning to think that the hope of the US continuing may rest with Iran whose President may be man enough to destroy the abortion clinics and the wicked of this nation. My hope is that if that happens, he will remember as did Abraham, that GOD does not punish the righteous along with the wicked. Kansas voters, kick that corrupt Judge out of office, for the love of GOD ! And Kansas Medical Society, what in the name of all that is HOLY are you waiting for? Should Tiller take a machine gun to 10 year old girls before he will be de-licensed from the "practice" of medicine? He gives all doctors a BAD name so why does he still have a license to practice in the US? Get a grip on reality. When the general public realizes what happened in Kansas, that a medical doctor was charged with 30 VIOLATIONS OF STATE LAW, and a bribed Judge did not read the evidence against him, allowing him to continue his killing and maiming of young women, do you not think that Kansans will conclude that they had better cross into Nebraska for health care, where they are more prolife and more honorable? Do you not think that doctors as a whole will be looked at askance, and with contempt and scorn by the public? If you cannot see that truth, then you have lost touch with reality, because the public's perception of the lack of integrity and the mission of death on demand of Tiller the killer, is going to kill the medical profession too.

Unto you is born a SAVIOUR which is CHRIST THE LORD

"And lo, The Angel of THE LORD came upon them and the glory of THE LORD shone round about them, and they were sore afraid. And The Angel said unto them, 'fear not! for behold, I bring you good tidings of great joy, which shall be to all people. For unto you is born this day, in the City of David, a Saviour which is CHRIST THE LORD. And this shall be a sign unto you, ye shall find the babe wrapped in swaddling clothes and lying in a manger. And suddenly there was with The Angel a multitude of the Heavenly Host, praising GOD and saying, 'glory to GOD in the Highest, and and on earth, peace, good will toward men." [Luke 2: 9-14]

This birth of GOD in the flesh, created by the very breath of GOD, that is the HOLY SPIRIT, is who we celebrate at Christmas. JESUS came to earth with a mission, to die in our place so that we all have the opportunity to have at-one-ment [atonement] with GOD THE FATHER. This JESUS was foretold in the Old Testament and is also written about in the Qu'ran as Isa. The birth of JESUS was told by The Angel to Joseph, Mary and the shepherds and the "Wise Men", and also by the prophets, who prophesied that GOD would come in the flesh to know first-hand what we humans experience on the earth, but yet without sin, and HE would take upon HIMSELF the sins of the world, becoming the all time sacrificial lamb. The New Testatment tells of JESUS, GOD in the flesh, and HIS time on the earth and how HE and only HE ascended to heaven after HIS resurrection.

About words and what they mean

JESUS said, "I say unto you, that every idle word that men shall speak, they shall give account thereof in the Day of Judgement; for by thy words thou shalt be justified, and by thy words thou shalt be condemned. " Matthew 12; 36-37

When I was a child, my mother would say not to pay attention to words that were mean and malicious and she would sing a little song, "sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will never harm me." And her mother, my grandmother would also say, "consider the source" of any hateful or mean words and not to be bothered by the words of any person whom I did not respect, and she would say 'if you cannot say anything nice, then don't say anything at all. " Be nice is a common theme especially for girls and many women grow up thinking they must keep negative opinions to themselves.

In light of the above Scripture that could be somewhat confusing. The words of JESUS say that words indeed do matter and that GOD will judge us each individually for the words we speak. Does that mean to not voice negative concerns? JESUS HIMSELF called those of HIS day who were intent on crucifying HIM, a "generation of vipers" and "whitewashed tombs clean on the outside and full of dead men's bones on the inside". And of course, in reporting events of any nation, there must be a truth telling of them as they occur if the PRESS is to have any meaning to the people at all.

Therefore, I wonder if you know what type of words I am talking about as being the kind of words that GOD will judge? I have some acquaintances whose words are what I consider blasphemy at times. Those words when I hear them, certainly do upset me and there is in me a feeling of despair, because it means to me that the person who spoke those blasphemous words is not in right relationship to THE LORD JESUS. Is there any true believer who does not worry about the condition of one's soul and the condition of those souls who do not know/acknowledge JESUS as Saviour? Do not the Muslims even feel that they must also convert others [I've been told this] in order to win their paradise? The idea that we who believe must positively influence those who do not believe is one of the foundations of Christianity since JESUS said, "go and teach all nations whatsoever I have commanded you, and lo, I AM with you always even to the end of the world." [ see Matthew 28:18-20 KJV]
Therefore in the process of attempting to persuade a nation to turn from its sins must not we all tell the truth even if that truth is not convenient, and even if the truth causes anger at the realization of others that they are perceived differently than they think they are? JESUS also said, "ye shall know the truth and the truth shall make you free." John 8;32

I think about words a lot because GOD HIMSELF spoke into being the very universe. HE said, "let there be light" and it was so, according to Scripture. There were also times when JESUS said nothing,for instance when HE was on trial for upsetting the organized religion of HIS day by guess what? Speaking the truth that GOD is a Spirit and does not reside in idols and "groves" but in heaven. Someone told me recently that I had made a "lot of enemies" by being prolife and opposing sodomy. That could be true but I don't let it worry me. What does worry me though is when I hear someone blaspheme GOD and HIS HOLY NAME and/or use GOD's name as a profane word, or a curse word. I pray then for that person and I pray that the US as a nation will begin again to teach the reverance and the Holiness of the Name of GOD to every person; and also expect it from others. There was a time according to the English literature that even those who had no faith did not persecute those who do, nor did they revile the Name of GOD. It was not socially acceptable whether one believed or not. It is sad that in America such drastic change in the attitudes of the population have occurred in the past 30-35 years looking back from the perspective of history. I think how do we get back what the nation collectively has lost--the reverance for the NAME of GOD? My conclusion is that people who do believe must continue to raise the issue with those who do not believe and we must collectively raise up a standard, a banner to the NAME of GOD. Finally, I have "arrived" at the moral of this entry. It is written, "it is a good thing to give Thanks unto THE LORD, and to sing praises unto THY NAME, O MOST HIGH." Psalms 92: 1

Real Men Do Create Babies & nurture them too

Here below is the "radical" message that the Yahoo Message Board censored today, included to document censorship and to show the world how very radical the US has become.

[quoting myself:]
Real men do a lot of things and the one that makes a real difference in the world, is fathering children. The idea of a diaper bag for men is a great idea! Real men do change diapers and real men do cuddle babies, and real men do rock babies to sleep, or pat them to comfort them. Real men have compassion for the tiny and the vulnerable and the innocents who need protection. Real men do support women who have babies and real men do invest in every way-financially, emotionally, spiritually, psychologically--in their offspring or adopted children. Real men do care about the continuity of the nation and their families.
signed gloria poole [RN] aka gloria poole pappas, RN
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