Saturday, April 30, 2005

Don Feder is my hero and the hero of all Christians.

My Jewish hero is Don Feder, who is author, columnist, and President of the Jews Against Anti-Christian Defamation [JAACD]. In protesting what he considers "an epidemic of anti-christian bigotry and persecution" he says, "by maintaining their loyalty to the eternal values as revealed at Sinai, Christians have become pariahs in the eyes of the establishment, but heroes in our eyes."[ quotes from LifeSiteNews, April 28th article] I was not sure what the word "pariah" means so I looked it up and the Winston [English] dictionary said it " a member of one of the low castes of Hindus in southern India, often agricultural laborers, descended from non-Brahmanical aborigines, hence an outcast or social outcast". Well, on the one hand I can speak to this issue as a "radical" Christian who believes all the words from God the Father's mouth to Adam & Eve, Moses, Abraham,Isaac, Ishmael and his mother Hagar, the shepherd boy-turned-King David, Solomon, Ezekial, Jeremiah, Amos, Habbukuk, Isaiah, Joel, Jude , Philemon, Obadiah, Micah, and the words of Jesus, God-in-the-flesh to the 12 disciples, the people, the Sanhedrin, the "scribes and Pharisees". When I read what a pariah is, I thought well, I did not know it was that bad! I can attest that Christian persecution is the agenda of the demoncrats, and I can attest that Christian persecution is the agenda of the communist party and the socialists too, who look at anybody who believes there is a God, with a wink-wink, cover-your-mouth-not-to-giggle look.

I can attest that I am bold for the Lord, for His commandments, for His statutes, and His ways, His path in life and that I could write volumes on how much persecution I have endured because of it. I could tell you how my daddy beat me for being baptised. I can tell you he beat me again because I intervened to prevent him from beating my two much younger brothers [who were 8 and 10 years younger than me, and two and four years old at the time] for their infants-not-watched-properly destruction of tarring the back of my daddy's pickup with the grease gun. When I did not answer his question of if I had done it [I was in the house when it happened] because I realized who had done it, and that if he turned his wrath upon them, it would kill them, he decided I had done it! And proceeded to beat me "to death" my mama said, and I thought, "I will not give him the satisfaction of knowing he is hurting me" and I clenched my jaw and endured a beating for something I did not do and had no responsibility for, while my mother was screaming at me, "cry or he'll kill you." I can tell you of intervening for my mother in the middle of the night once when I heard my daddy trying to strangle her and she was gurgling and I went in the kitchen where she was on her knees and he was strangling the life out of her and she was discolored and I summoned up the strength and force of God Himself through a quick prayer [I was Christian even then] and put my eight year old child's hands on his mighty farmer-built muscled arms that were like sinews, and I said to him as my whole body shook with rage at him, "if you kill her, I will kill you, so help me God" and he let go of her and went out the back door. I can tell you of another time, when I heard another fight between them in the kitchen in the middle of the night and I went in the kitchen to intervene and my daddy was waving a loaded shotgun around. When I walked in, he said,"I am going to kill her [my mama] and all of you [ six children]" and he stuck the shotgun in her face. I said, "if you kill her who will take care of _______[my youngest brother who might not appreciate being named here] --shoot me instead". I thought he would. He stuck the pointed shotgun in my face so close it was almost touching the tip of my nose. I closed my eyes and in my head, I prayed, "Dear Jesus, if he shoots me, please take my soul to heaven" and I waited. I held my breath. He was so out of control, so wild, that I thought if I breathed, or trembled, he would shoot me out of panic, of insanity. I had no fear, because I knew Jesus and I knew HE would take me to a better life if my daddy had shot me. After what seemed several minutes, my daddy laid the shotgun down and walked out the back door. He never mentioned it and my mother never mentioned again. I could tell you about being fired for saying I will not participate in medical killing, fired not once but three times. I could tell you how a hosptial told me that because of my beliefs in the Commandment, 'thou shalt not kill' and the application of that commandment to the subject of human life in the womb, they said, "you are not the right person for the job". I could tell you how my daddy told me to get the h--- out of his house when I was there to help him after my mother had surgery, and he was angry because I protested his cursing at me, and how he told me to "never come back" because he was "sick of my talking about God" . I could tell you pf another time my mother dumped me at the Greyhound bus station without a penny to my name to get rid of me and another time of how she left me at the church at about the age of seven and did not go back to get me. I can tell you how she despises me, for some reason that I still do not know. I can tell you that my daddy said because I "was so different from the rest of his children [ because I take seriously the words of Jesus] he wondered if I were his child?" and my mother only said, "if you say that again, I will slap your face"-- no denial, just a threat from her.

I can tell you how in the year 2002, I had quit the job I had in Boston where I had worked only a few days, in the hopes of going to the Boston University program for international health, and had not been paid yet, to go to Georgia to help. I did that because my brother told me that my mother was in the ICU. I went into debt to take the train to Georgia and then my mother who was in the ICU acted like the queen who just expected it, and when I sat up with her in the hospital room all night her first night out of the ICU, because of her need for help to bathroom, and I was cat-napping in the bedside chair at her beck and call, instead of saying thank you, one of my brothers became enraged, accused me of "wanting to steal my mother's money" He is the same brother who now mooches off my mother for the past year or two living free and acting like he is the boss , just taking over where my dad left off in abuse, anger, violence, insanity,domination and power tripping, since my daddy died last December, and the same brother who knocked me down and kicked me and broke my ribs after my daddy's funeral for writing thank you notes to the pall-bearers and Minister. I can tell you how my "christian" sister and her equally "christian" husband, my brother-in-law allowed me to sleep on their living room floor a few days after my daddy told me to leave and hadwaved his cane in my face again, and told me to never come back. They did not consider me "good enough" to sleep in their empty bedroom where there was a vacant bed, and then after two days, dumped me at the evening stop for supper spot of the bus station in Tifton GA after my sister said the same thing about me wanting to "take mama's money" and started a fight, shouting at me and making wild accusations ! The insanity in the family runs deep. My mother does not have any money and never did, her dad was an alcoholic! She put my daddy who owned property in a nursing home on medicaid, signing papers of indigency. If she did have money, I would not take it. I am not a thief and had no evil desires in wanting to give my mother the benefit of my nursing skills. My own poverty attests to the fact that I do not thieve or embezzle. That man was the same brother- in- law who chastised me for giving the absolute last $5 I had to my name to his 70+ cleaning lady who was working to pay off a debt her "medicare insured" husband had died and left with her. I was thinking, it is written to help the widows and orphans and since I was neither I figured I should help her. My brother- in-law heard of it, scolded me, attempted to shame me, ridiculed me and dumped me not even at the bus station because I had no money for a ticket but at an eating place but God intervened and sent a traveling bus of a Church my way, who gave me a ride back to the coast to meander back up the eastern seaboard. This "family" of mine who has never helped me, who has beaten me, attempted to shame me but I cannot be shamed for Jesus's sake, ridiculed me, made false accusations against me, poisoned the entire extended family against me, told the Preacher I was evil [ because I wanted to be a missionary] saying I just wanted the "travel" to Peru to serve Jesus there and that the church should not help me serve Jesus in Latin American countries or anywhere. That same family now wants me to pay on my daddy's headstone, if you can believe that! The same family who did not call me when my daddy was in the ICU and where he died two days later, and the same family who made no effort to save him and had an attitude, 'oh well he was old, it was time for him to die', when he was nearly 80, not 100, and who turned a deaf ear to his begging to go home to live, who did not allow me to see him alive, now wants me to be a part of the family debt but never considered me good enough to be a part of the family. The same mother who would not allow me the "use" of the family homestead of my daddy's house for a week or two after my daddy died so that my daughter and I could spend time together because she had a three weeks' leave from the Peace Corps and we had no other place to be on the eastern seaboard, now wants me to help pay her expenses for my daddy.They want a fine granite marker for their pride to signify where he lays his head in death when she denied him the right to lay his head on his own pillow in his own house, for 2-3 years before he died, and indirectly caused his death. He died of a broken heart in that awful place. Their attitude is he deserved it but his death broke my heart too! I forgave him and I wanted a real father.

I could write a book or two on what it is like to live in America in the year of our Lord 2005 and be unashamedly and bold for Jesus. If you ever want to know me just ask me.

gloria poole pappas

Sunday, April 24, 2005

Joint Functional Component Command for Network Warfare

According to the Forbes digital news and the, news the US government has a group of expert hackers that are supposedly to protect the Dept of Defense from attack, but I believe it has been abused and used to exert control on the efforts of prolifer and Republicans to publish news. The group called the Joint Functional Component Command for Network Warfare [CJFCCNW] was admitted in a Senate Armed Forces Committee meeting last week, though they did not admit to hacking into the computers of citizens. Capt Damien Pickart a Stratcome spokesman said, 'the DoD is capable of mounting an offensive CNA [computer network attack]. The group can penetrate computers. set loose worms to "take down" or control computers and otherwise prevent computer access by anyone anywhere in the world apparently.

Now I want to say that this news only solidifies what I already had figured out. Last year when I was writing as a Registered Nurse [and I am licensed in Co and other places] defending in every way possible the right to life for the preborn humans and in so doing, "attacking" the Kerry death to the preborn machinery that now Hillary has inherited supposedly, I had constant and unrelenting trouble with my computer. Even this blogspot just recently kept me off line for eleven days because they did not like my words written. But back to the point --the government hackers are hacking into private computers of prolifers and Republicans, I am sure. During the failed Kerry attempt to socialize the nation last year, several Republican and prolife news networks were knocked off line just prior to the election. I know because I read comment after comment about it from several groups simultaneously and I also experienced constant unrelenting problems with my computer. I am also convinced that Microsoft is the tool of choice to control the private computers and that is why the US Dept of Justice tried to undo them, but in the end just ended up making a pact with them for government control of all info collected by Microsoft.

Now I can tell you a lot from personal work experience because I use my computer extensively to write against the killing of the innocents in their mothers' wombs. Killing of innocents aka abortion is the twin pillars of the Demoncrats, that party of the devil. That false right to kill one's offspring when they are the most vulnerable, [in the womb] along with another false "right" to sodomize that they are tryng to implement through control by way of judicial activism and Demoncrat Judges who never read the US Constitution, is the only agenda/ mantra the Demoncrats have! If however, you wrote such words during the campaign run-up to the general election last year, you probably suffered mysterious outages of power like just happened in Denver two nights ago when every dsl line in Denver was down for hours. And you probably suffered "worms" and "trojans' and "viruses" all coming from the Demoncrat's stronghold of evil in the US Senate. I wrote this last year and this year also, [Read my online publishing Editor's Page at
about writing opposing the efforts by the FEC to regulate bloggers and the software deleted my writing THREE times with no explanation whatsoever! Other tactics the Demoncrats used in the past to attempt to silence, chill, frustrate my words were to divert pages of my url's to other websites I had never seen before and had no connection with and to insert code/script into my metatag headers so the web crawlers could not find the blogs and to delete my headings,and to mispell words attempting to make me look ignorant, and to pervert my words with p-o-r-n and other ungodly things like p-o-k-e-r --two things I have always opposed and always will! Some rotten person put ads for p-o-r-n on every website I had last year via earthlink in a way to get my words censored or damage my reputation but earthlink helped me and corrected it quickly in 24 hours time and put better security on my sites,and I thank them. My comments capability was flooded with ads for illegal d-r-u-g-s [these are spelled to prevent spybots from concluding I am promoting evil!] and and s-e-x-u-a-l trafficking when I have never searched for any such thing in my life. One popular program "hid" my blog because it did not like the words and another made entry into it nearly impossible for me but apparently not for their employees who deleted two or three of my postings for no reason, no profanity in my words, no evil, no threats except maybe to the Demoncrat's winning and their attempt to socialize America and maintain their baby-killing-and-chopping-slicing-dicing-"biotech"money-making evil and dividends. Are the US Senators evil enough to do these things via their Joint Functional Component Command for Network Warfare? I say they are and they "attack" not terrorists but prolifers and Republicans to prevent the prolife message from getting to the people. Some of those Senators are the most wicked anywhere and make Al Qaeda look like a nice guy comparatively, since he only attacked adults old enough to work and not BABIES!

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

The villain Planned Parenthood strikes again...

Illinois Planned Parenthood and the Illinois State Medical Society succeeded in convincing proabort State Rep Rosemary Mulligan to protect the businesses of abortion clinics and medical doctors, with the HB 2492, which is an attempt to make ultrasounds a misdemeanor, when not done by prescription. While pretending to be concerned about babies in the womb, the proaobort Rep and the Planned Parenthood colluded to hoodwink The Illinois House, but the bill still has to be presented to the Illinois Senate Committee and the floor of the Senate for a vote. Pray that the bill is defeated. If a baby has an ultrasound that saves that baby's life, the risk of damage to the baby is zero!

Also, you can access Alaska's Informed Consent website at:

Saturday, April 02, 2005

Homosexuality is an abomination, [God's words]

I am a Registered Nurse, of many years. Anyone who knows of my work and writings, knows that. It is also public record. That effort to go to nursing school, learn sciences, anatomy & physiology, human development and all that leads to a comprehension of the human body, including upclose and personal contact with human body cavity contents while holding retractors as a First Assistant in the Operating Room, have shaped and molded my beliefs and my actions. There are certain political thoughts that are so perverse, so out of the ordinary use of the human body that God Himself labeled them abomination. The English dictionary defines abomination as "excessive hatred or disgust [from God], that which excites loathing; anything vile or hateful; used especially of something offensive to aesthetic, moral and religious ideas," and lists synonyms as shameful, a nuisance. You may ask where does God speak on this issue? And the answer is Leviticus 18:22 and Romans chapter one. Leviticus 18:22 is written, to men, "thou shalt not lie with mankind as with womankind: it is abomination." Romans chapter one includes both men and women in its prohibition of abusing themselves with the same sex and it tells the outcome of such idolatry. It is idolatry because the ones who do such things think they are greater, and more wise than God and they worship themselves. Exodus 20 makes it plain what happens to those who worship false gods I encourage you to read the Scriptures, they will not mislead you. You should think of my words as that mx kind of thing on domains, that points you in the right direction.

Why has this come up again? When is the US once and for all going to stomp on the head of that old serpent the devil and crush him in the ground? And when are those who promote such evil, such idolatry, such abomination going to connect the dots and realize that teaching sin as a "right" will destroy the individuals who do those things and also the nation. If you doubt it, read about Sodom and Gomorrha in the Bible --how God destroyed them for their wicked, depraved minds and deeds,how HE just sent fire and brimstone from heaven and leveled the entire cities. You do not have to necessarily have the wisdom of God to figure out why homosexuality would stink to God's nostrils. If you have the ability to think and reason, then follow the logic: since God created men and women and HE gave one of them male parts and one of them female parts, and then HIS very first Commandment to the only humans was [and still is], "be fruitful and multiply and replenish the earth and subdue it, and have dominion" [Genesis 1:28] , then you can figure out why homosexuality offends God so much. Those folks cannot reproduce, they cannot be fruitful and multiply because they don't have the necessary combination of parts that work together. It is like having two sockets, but not plug, or two plugs but no socket! It does not work. Even animals as low a form of life as they are, do not do such deeds!

Of course, Romans chapter one discusses how the reprobate mind comes about, how it is a result of God washing His hands of someone, when He has given up on the person and just abandoned the person to depravity and reprobate thinking and death in the end, and not just physical death but spiritual death, the second death which is hell.

I thought about all this again when I read the LifeSite news today and read of the Bishop in Calgary, Canada who has been persecuted, belittled, sued, aggravated, provoked, harassed by the homosexuals for his Bible teachings. I decided to take a stand again on this issue and make my knowledge and wisdom from God known. Bishop Henry said, "Freedom of religion and freedom of speech are foundational, and if we're to have an honest debate in society, all the voices have to be heard, including that of the churches. I think I'm owed an apology for putting me through this rigmarole of harassment and intimidation and attempt to silence me." Thank goodness leaders in the Jewish, Islamic, Sikh, and Mormons have come forward backing his right to religious beliefs and speech.

We citizens have the right to religious beliefs guaranteed by the First Amendment. We have the right to believe God's words and teach them.We have the right to participate in public debates, forums, office, TV, publications, email systems, any and every tool known to mankind to publish and broadcast the truth of God. I am one that intends on doing that in every way that is possible and I am not going to back down one iota either. I did not pay attention to what denomination that Bishop is but let me say for the record that I am not catholic but Southern Baptist in my doctrine since they adhere closely to the Bible. I have to say that from time to time since some people assume since I am prolife that I am catholic. I have never been catholic and never will be! Their focus is not on Jesus the Saviour, Messiah, but I acknowledge the fact that Constitutionally they are as entitled to their freedom of beliefs, thoughts and words, as I am, but I do not accept their doctrine in any way. There is idolatry and worship of man [Pope and apostles] and things made by human hands ["icons" which is another word for idols] in those churches. I am glad however that some have begun to denounce homosexuality in that 'church' since that issue has nearly destroyed that 'church' and its huge bank account.